Serious Advice/Help?

I feel like I’m at my last rope. I just can’t take any hate anymore. Hopefully this could be a safe place. Looking for advice or help.

There is a lot going on. PDF documentation will explain everything. It won’t let me post a link on here.

I have a gofundme page with all documentation explaining everything. Google has removed it from their search when it always showed up with my name being searched. If you search on gofundme the title is “Justice For Brent and Abbey”

I do have a change . org but problem is I don’t have friends to sign it.

Thank you