I have been in the situation you have been in (because of a legalized mugging perpetrated on me years go…) My advice is you have one of two ways to go: get real angry at the injustice of your situation (probably in your case: a shitty job market, probably because of Trump’s purposely sadistic economic policies; a housing inventory escalated through speculation which should not be permitted in the first place in a country that should respect workers…) and use that anger to try and dig out of your situation; or just give up.
And I don’t make any judgments about giving up! I just hope you can summon the energy of anger to channel it into constructive actions that get you out of your present hole.
Here’s a song from Public Image Limited (a sequel band to The Sex Pistols…) I just posted on the “Jukebox” thread that speaks to using anger as an energy to remediate a life crisis…
PS Use anger to execute constructive actions that improve your situation; not do a “misery loves company” and just take down others…